If there is one song that describe what am I feeling right here, right now.. It's
this one...
"Secret Love"
Boy you’re so hard to believe
Boy you’re so hard to believe
Just a friend
That’s all I’ve ever been to you
Oh just a girl
Who wants to be the center of your world
But I ain’t got much to offer
But my heart and soul
And I guess that’s not enough
For you to notice me
I’m just a girl
And I guess that’s all I’ll ever be to you
To you
I try to smile when I see other girls with you
Acting like everything is ok
But ohh
You don’t know how it feels to be so in love
With someone who doesn’t even know
My secret love
In my dreams
I see us both together constantly
Why can’t you see
This love that’s here for you inside of me
Ohhh
What do I have to do
For you to notice this
You look at her with love
With me it’s just friendship
I’m just your girl
And I guess that’s all I’ll ever be to you
To you
I try to smile when I see other girls with you
Acting like everything is ok
But ohh
you don’t know how it feels to be so in love
With someone who doesn’t even know
My secret love
What do you see in her
You don’t see in me (don’t see in me)
Boy you’re so hard to believe
Why do you show her love
But there’s none for me
Boy you don’t make sense to me
Cause I don’t have much to offer
But my heart and soul
And I guess that’s not enough
For you to notice me
I’m just your girl
And I guess that’s all I’ll ever be to you
To you
I try to smile when I see other girls with you
Acting like everything is ok (everything ain’t ok)
But ohh
you don’t know how it feels to be so in love (so in love with you baby)
With someone who doesn’t even know
My secret love
Boy you’re so hard to believe
I don't know until when I will have this crazy feeling..
I just hope this will prosper and if not, it better end soon, coz this is really
driving me crazy..
Saturday, October 22, 2011
Even if it leads nowhere
Chasing Pavements, Rolling into Deep, Someone like you..
Yeah! Those are Adele's songs which came to be my favorites nowadays.
Among the three, Chasing Pavements is the oldest and my most favorite also.
Wikipedia said, The song was inspired by an incident Adele had with a former
boyfriend of six months.At 6:00 AM one morning, after learning he had cheated
on her, she went to the bar he was at and punched him in the face. After being
thrown out, Adele walked down the street alone and thought to herself,
"What is it you're chasing? You're chasing an empty pavement."
She sang into it and recorded it on her mobile phone and arranged three chords
when she got home.
I super can relate to this song!!
I've been in to such relationship wherein, I feel like,I'm just holding unto it,
just for the sake of holding on. And no more.
Just because, it would just be a waste of time if I didn't try to work it out.
It ran for three years! I almost thought it would be my forever.
But things changed. Through times, I learned that, in a relationship, there must
be LOVE and TRUST as always. And it should not fade. For the moment it does,
you would only be like "Chasing Pavement, it would only leads nowhere."
CHASING PAVEMENTS LYRICS
I've made up my mind don't need to think it over
If i'm wrong i am right don't need to look no further
This ain't lust i know this is love
But if i tell the world i'll never say enough
'cause it was not said to you
And that's exactly what i need to do if i'd end up with you
Should i give up or should i just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?
Or would it be a waste even if i knew my place
Should i leave it there?
Should i give up or should i just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?
I build myself up and fly around in circles
Wait then as my heart drops and my back begins to tingle
Finally could this be it?
Should i give up or should i just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?
Or would it be a waste even if i knew my place
Finally an UPDATE!
I know I've been too lazy for the past few months! I just can't find time to write a blog.
I have so much time to read other blogs, but can't find time to update mine. But I still
do love writing. I am just trying to figure out the write words to express what am feeling
or what's in my mind right now. Yeah! Maybe that is why..
But now I'm back. I will not promise anything, but I'll try my very best to update this
site more often.. (fingers crossed)
I have so much time to read other blogs, but can't find time to update mine. But I still
do love writing. I am just trying to figure out the write words to express what am feeling
or what's in my mind right now. Yeah! Maybe that is why..
But now I'm back. I will not promise anything, but I'll try my very best to update this
site more often.. (fingers crossed)
Saturday, June 25, 2011
C-H-A-N-G-E-S
I've got a wonderful first half of 2011! And I mean it in all sense.
Early this year, I got a challenging work load that really requires me to work
harder. And that's a challenge for me. Until now, I'm still struggling, but might
as well say, enjoying it.
More to transfers was, we've transfered house!Got a new flat with almost the same
size but at least, a different environment.
New things, interest, blessings, friends and community came also!
Got interest with Football now! As in really get into it. I even watch Bundesliga,
Champions League and Barclays League now! Wow! I know that's great. hehe
Got a new blog to follow. It's all about Japanese Football Players Around the Globe
and I must admit, I'm addicted to it.
Along with it, I got a new crush! And of course you know him already! Yeah he's Eiji
and I know you'll tell me it's not knew. But we're talking of the 2011 here. Right?
Got my dream D5000 also! Yehey! Can't wait to learn how to use it fully and can't
wait for my first international travel with it! ( Must be saving now!)
And wow! Thank God! i've got a yearly ticket from my company now! Been dying to have
it since then! I can now travel with less expenses yearly! Along with it is of course
a salary adjustment!
Got the Bonus also. Ooops... this one is a secret coz not all employees got it.
I got the chance to take my driving class also, and in a few days will gonna have my
Driving license! (fingers crossed)
Hope to get my own car on the second half. (probably July or August)
Got one of my New Years Resolution materialized and that's Saving! Been able to save
part of my salary every month now and have been consistent since January!Hurray!
And the most treasured blessings I've got on the first half of my 2011 is a gift of
Community. A gift of new friends, new sisters and brothers in Chirst.
Got the chance to attend the Christian Life Program of the SFC (Singles for Christ)
and be a member of it. Praise God!
More to it is enlightenment. Got enlightened about the world we're living and the
stand we need to make in able to follow Him.
What a wonderful half year, I know. And i'm praying, i'll get a second half equally
wonderful as well!
Early this year, I got a challenging work load that really requires me to work
harder. And that's a challenge for me. Until now, I'm still struggling, but might
as well say, enjoying it.
More to transfers was, we've transfered house!Got a new flat with almost the same
size but at least, a different environment.
New things, interest, blessings, friends and community came also!
Got interest with Football now! As in really get into it. I even watch Bundesliga,
Champions League and Barclays League now! Wow! I know that's great. hehe
Got a new blog to follow. It's all about Japanese Football Players Around the Globe
and I must admit, I'm addicted to it.
Along with it, I got a new crush! And of course you know him already! Yeah he's Eiji
and I know you'll tell me it's not knew. But we're talking of the 2011 here. Right?
Got my dream D5000 also! Yehey! Can't wait to learn how to use it fully and can't
wait for my first international travel with it! ( Must be saving now!)
And wow! Thank God! i've got a yearly ticket from my company now! Been dying to have
it since then! I can now travel with less expenses yearly! Along with it is of course
a salary adjustment!
Got the Bonus also. Ooops... this one is a secret coz not all employees got it.
I got the chance to take my driving class also, and in a few days will gonna have my
Driving license! (fingers crossed)
Hope to get my own car on the second half. (probably July or August)
Got one of my New Years Resolution materialized and that's Saving! Been able to save
part of my salary every month now and have been consistent since January!Hurray!
And the most treasured blessings I've got on the first half of my 2011 is a gift of
Community. A gift of new friends, new sisters and brothers in Chirst.
Got the chance to attend the Christian Life Program of the SFC (Singles for Christ)
and be a member of it. Praise God!
More to it is enlightenment. Got enlightened about the world we're living and the
stand we need to make in able to follow Him.
What a wonderful half year, I know. And i'm praying, i'll get a second half equally
wonderful as well!
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
Our own way to help...
What happened to Japan recently is just so devastating. But amidst all these,
a good thing sprout. In every one of us, the sense of responsibility
to help and get involve in their rehabilitation has arised.
And in our own little way, we tried our best to be of help.
Japan NT players already made their way to help through the Charity auction.
Eiji's pair of Gloves is the first from the Japanese European players.
Current bid for the said gloves rise to 307,000 yen in just 4 days!
It's so amazing how people would want to pay for such big amount for something
which cost 8000 yen initially. This is also a two way help. One side for the player,
and the other side for the bidder.
With the initial step from Eiji, some more players donated their precious items.
Here is Makoto Hasebe's football shoes and some more others from Maya Yoshida and
Ryo Miyaichi.
As for my own way, I did the best thing an ordinary people could do. I pray for
JAPAN! And I play Freerice.com. It's a WHO site where you can play and at the same
time donate rice to the organization in support for their project.
Japan is a strong country. They will sure make there way to stand up again.
They just need our helping hands. Let it be available for them.
a good thing sprout. In every one of us, the sense of responsibility
to help and get involve in their rehabilitation has arised.
And in our own little way, we tried our best to be of help.
Japan NT players already made their way to help through the Charity auction.
Eiji's pair of Gloves is the first from the Japanese European players.
Current bid for the said gloves rise to 307,000 yen in just 4 days!
It's so amazing how people would want to pay for such big amount for something
which cost 8000 yen initially. This is also a two way help. One side for the player,
and the other side for the bidder.
With the initial step from Eiji, some more players donated their precious items.
Here is Makoto Hasebe's football shoes and some more others from Maya Yoshida and
Ryo Miyaichi.
As for my own way, I did the best thing an ordinary people could do. I pray for
JAPAN! And I play Freerice.com. It's a WHO site where you can play and at the same
time donate rice to the organization in support for their project.
Japan is a strong country. They will sure make there way to stand up again.
They just need our helping hands. Let it be available for them.
Sunday, March 20, 2011
Happy Birthday to my No.1 GK!
It's March 20, 2011 and it's Eiji's birthday today. If only I have a way, I would definitely celebrate it with him! (dreaming again! I always dream of being with Eiji and having him as friend!) But I'm down here and he's up there. I'm in Qatar and he's in Belgium. I'm Filipino and he's Japanese. He's a star and i'm a fan.There are so many contrast,and big gaps between us.Nevertheless, I still love him so much and I'll keep on hoping for that special day to come when he will be just within my reach. For now, I'll just keep on dreaming...
Friday, February 11, 2011
An Inspiring Night with Nick..
"Set out your dreams and goals, take one step at a time, it's ok even those are
little steps, just don't give up!"
It's so inspiring to hear those lines from a man without arms and legs. Yeah! I
heard it from Nick Vojicic last Thursday on his talk "Live without limits."
I have never been so inspired by anyone but Nick. Coming from him, I think nothing
is impossible with God in your side. Have faith in HIM and in yourself, and you'll
definitely reach your goals and dreams in life. I learned a lot from that 1 hr talk.
I learned to always be Thankful for what you have. Know your value, your purpose and
your destiny.
We will never know what we can achieve until we try. We will never know what's in the
corner unless we go around the corner. We should always have F A I T H!
Full
Assurance
In
The
Heart
And take out F E A R in our heart that stop us on trying.
False
Evidence
Appearing
Real
If we fail, we try again. Let us consider things Opportunities rather than obstacles.
If we feel we cannot make one thing because we do not have the capability, then
let it be our opportunity to learn how to have that ability.
Life is short.. so live it without Limits!
little steps, just don't give up!"
It's so inspiring to hear those lines from a man without arms and legs. Yeah! I
heard it from Nick Vojicic last Thursday on his talk "Live without limits."
I have never been so inspired by anyone but Nick. Coming from him, I think nothing
is impossible with God in your side. Have faith in HIM and in yourself, and you'll
definitely reach your goals and dreams in life. I learned a lot from that 1 hr talk.
I learned to always be Thankful for what you have. Know your value, your purpose and
your destiny.
We will never know what we can achieve until we try. We will never know what's in the
corner unless we go around the corner. We should always have F A I T H!
Full
Assurance
In
The
Heart
And take out F E A R in our heart that stop us on trying.
False
Evidence
Appearing
Real
If we fail, we try again. Let us consider things Opportunities rather than obstacles.
If we feel we cannot make one thing because we do not have the capability, then
let it be our opportunity to learn how to have that ability.
Life is short.. so live it without Limits!
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